On a tattoo I meant to get

by Brandy McKenzie

In the middle of my writer’s block, 
I send my sister pictures of tattoos, 
flash, to be specific, giving her the sense
of something bright and maybe new, but what
I mean is old, from times when gentle ladies
didn’t get tattoos, except those few
women whose images we still share
as extraordinary, the occasional photos 
we’ve seen each silvered in its own
rebellions, laying wide the secrets tucked inside 
pale linen or striped wool, or even layer 
upon layer of both, for security, for silence. 

But hush: now I’m mixing seasons and corrupting
the lens, dust and scratch. These women were 
alive, narrating their bodies in a way
few would speak of in their day. And so
the flash I’ve chosen hearkens back, a woman
lounging on a crescent moon, Edwardian curls
just so above selenic skin, bared and curved
into the crescent like women do, or did,
some private longing language as though it were a ferry,
sailing her from this world to the next, or just
from one life to another, a sibling’s lifetime
apart from her only sister, a body so close
to hers that they share a breath, a distant
memory of molecular proximity, an eye
that blinks in papered memories of recording,
a semblance no one speaks but them.

Brandy McKenzie is an experienced and award-winning writer who has also been a sandwich slinger, a music purveyor, a bookseller, a fabric slicer, a resale sorter, an art literacy instructor, a college professor, a newsletter editor, a paralegal, a vendor hall coordinator, an educational consultant, a copywriter, a mother, and always, always, since she was 8 years old, a poet.


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