What they don’t say about recovery

by Kathy Pon

beyond a bunch of discomfort and the slog
towards some sort of body restoration

is the delicious act of napping. For us
high-strung overachievers better suited as

boundless Springer Spaniels that flush
fulfillment from fields or boardrooms,

the notion of turning into a daytime zombie
is terrifying. Who allows the brain to surrender

its powered thought, commands her voices
quiet, dissolves to floating and lets go? I relax

each muscle, allow the power of breath
to lead, limb by limb fall into a cool corridor

of respite, doze giving way to sleep. My body
suspends in time before its soft return to earth…

I never knew rejuvenation could wand itself,
silk brushing skin and tissue, mend the body

with only a small snooze. A soothing midday
cleanse to strengthen the spirit just by bathing

in Zzzs. I feared recovery as exile
from motion, the bursts of adrenaline that fuel

my fiercest self. Instead, its chamomile leaves
carry me into a state of acceptance. I am

the very gem of salvation I needed ––
under wraps. Tucked in my strange cocoon.

Kathy Pon lives with her husband, a third-generation farmer, and two dogs. They live on an almond orchard in rural California. Her work has been featured in Wild Roof Journal, Passengers Journal, Canary, RockPaperPoem, The Closed Eye Open and other places. Her chapbook, Orchard Language (Finishing Line Press) was published in September, 2025.


One response to “What they don’t say about recovery”

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    Carol Etcheverry

    I love this one! As recovering myself you captured the fierce interruption of our usual schedule. We are always on the go and to have the brakes put on us to allow our bodies to heal is a real eye-opener! Thanks Kathy for the perfect description of healing.

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